...later today we went to campbell/nellson company, as i've probably mentioned in previous post, and that was… yeah, that was. there were high-lights and low-lights, coming first with high-light that we could easily get there ourselves (me and alex; me with maps i've prepared yesterday evening) and could see the company work (campbell deals with cars - retailer for nissan and volkswagen, car service, selling used cars and special parts). the low-lights began later, starting with the excursion on the company, where we were meeting every worker and at least one of them was… 変体やろ, staring at me, even half-wrinkled me, ugh! and he was so disgusting, and old, and fat, and i don't know, maybe married, (the most important was his disgusting characteristic) and it (meaning that person) ruined me the whole impression of their company in general. though, one of two brother-owners of that company was pretty nice and kind and answered all our questions, and he was once handsome, in his 20-ies or so, so it was a nice conversation that we'd had.
but surely, then came the next low-light, when we had to go to another part of the city for our english classes, and we took the right bus, but we didn't know where to leave it (yes, my arrogancy stopped me from printing the map from campbell to english class) and we had to ask where is the right bus stop. And then another low-light was that the bus we chaged to (oh, yeah, we got of the first bus to switch to another one) was terribly (on american standard) late! we were starving, and there was a mcdonalds in a couple of feet, but on the schedule bus should've arrived in 7 minutes after we got to the bus stop, but it really came in, like, 20 minutes or even more, and i got to hate the world a little bit. then, after we arrived on the needed bus stop and had to walk, like, 5 minutes, and we were already coming up late, alex said, she's gonna eat to not have a gastrite, but, the fuck! you won't get illness if you miss your food time once, fuck! that really pissed me the hell up, but, she already was ordering a hamburger, so i've decided to eat to… but the fucking hell!!!, i was two times earlier finished eating than she, and when she got, like, two bites left, we were infront of the necessary office already, so she stopped to finish and spent on last two bites as much time, as i've spent on the whole burger… (well, yeah, i'm embellishing things up a bit, but i really finished faster) we were 25 minutes late! i hate myself for being so much late!!! and i hate alex three times more - she was late also, she was the reason for us being late, and she made me hate myself. but i'll have to work with her three following weeks and i guess arguing is not quite a good method for doing things in such situation… when we've met tair and aktan and inzhu and marzhan, i felt so much relief, i was almost ready to hug them all… maybe alex alone is not the best company for the whole day… if only i got paired up with tair or aktan, uh… now, things're gonna get better as we're all together and we're home (but maybe it will worsen tomorrow)
oh, and yeah, i get to like aktan more and more, as if he really was our groupmate (but he's from third course, and i always feel some wall between my course and all others), and maybe when we're back to KazEU i may continue talking to him. mom will be really glad that i'm "communicating" and not isolating myself… i'm pretty much enjoying it too, you know! i feel myself somewhy unusually… normal… compared to my "previous" self… i like myself both ways, but the way i am right now is new and i'm curious to see som more aspects of it)))